Troubling Morning

How would you feel if your mom didn't answer the phone for 3 hours or her door and she has stage 4 terminal lung cancer???  you'd call her neighbors to check on her and if that didn't work, call police right?  well that's what i did and thank the Lord she was OK, but i feel bad for inconveniencing everyone... so that was my morning

Free Falling Off A Cliff

So I had shoulder surgery a week ago today and it has been quite interesting. The pain ranges from non existent to OMG! I feel really guilty BC I can't go to work now and I can't do much around the house either. The pool liner split yesterday on top of it all when hubs tried to open the pool.  Jake has a girlfriend now and I worry about that too. My thoughts are very scattered it seems as well. I miss my daughter too