So I have come to the conclusion

That I am completely and utterly insane! Yes, that's it; I am officially crazy! I feel like I am on this spiraling, winding road that is headed straight to bonkersville! My mind has been racing 100 mph and my thoughts are so sporadic even I can't even begin to decipher them. I feel like I'm spinning between time and space and I really HATE that feeling! How do you get away from yourself when it's yourself you can't stand? I just want to disappear sometimes; runaway. Not to understand myself but to spare everyone around me with having to deal with me and my personal demons that just seem to play upon my weaknesses and insecurities like a never ending game of monopoly.